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allow me to re-introduce myself [Dec. 31st, 2008|12:57 am]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |public service announcemnt]

i am thinking about writing in this damn journal again...if only to post my goals for 2009.  i was reading some of entries from college and i was gaining a renewed sense of energy from them.   some good stuff....

anyway, i dont think many ppl read this.....but i believe that what you throw out to the world comes back to you in some way.

i will be back tomrrow to reflect and maybe post some goals for 2009.

goodnight moon.
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lyrics....yes, its britney spears, but i like it [Nov. 5th, 2005|03:01 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |"Someday" Britney Spears]

Nothing seems to be the way that it used to
everything seems shallow God give me a truth
in me, and tell me somebody's watching over me
and that is all im praying that

someday i will understand
in Gods whole plan and what he does to me
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sonofa [Oct. 25th, 2005|11:20 pm]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |"Like You" Bow Wow]

fordham is kicking my ass. and enjoying it too.

this semester has been insane...i dont even know where to begin.

my history classes have been hard-core. racial and ethnic conflict is outta control. the teacher is so intense, on some days we'll have 2 papers due, entire books...u name it. american con isnt great either. the teacher is mad boring. i got a B- on the midterm. not terribe, but def not my best work. im not satisfied.

i cant seem to fall asleep before 2 am no matter what time i go to bed.

i miss kevin and deb. those high bastards...haha
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moving on [Oct. 15th, 2005|01:32 am]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |"Better Days" Goo Goo Dolls]

crazy ass week. midterm today was ok, i felt like i could have been better prepared.

i dont even know where to begin or what to say about boys. i have given one every chance in the world, and now i see that i have to end it. i feel like i should and could have been more open from the start, but im shy and thats hard for me.

so now im dealing with it. doing whats right for you can be so very hard.

im just exhausted.
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home in 2 [Oct. 5th, 2005|10:33 pm]
[mood |determineddetermined]

going home on friday. sooo exicted...i havent been home during the month of october since high school...thats right THREE YEARS.

im gonna drive my car, walk my dog, sleep in my bed, get my nails done, enjoy some home cooking and of course chill with maria.

i have to read a book by friday and take my acct midterm. whatever it takes baby. bring it on...
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2005|02:16 pm]
[music |"Change" Tracy Chapman]

things are crazy right now. kinda stressed.

you ever feel like someone is working in your life? i have been thinking about my grandmother so much this week. she passed away 7 years ago this week. but i feel as though she is still present and working in my life.

i know that she is watching over me and im hoping that she is proud.

Grams: i love you and i know by God's grace you are still a presence in my life. I hope that God has taken care of you the way that you took care of so many people throughout your life. I feel like you put someone in my life for a reason last year. help me discover that reason. xoxoxox
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pondering... [Aug. 29th, 2005|09:18 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]

"And not yet a dream, but a mighty reality-a glimpse of the higher life, the broader possibilities of humanity, which is granted to the man who, amid the rush and roar of living, pauses four short years to learn what living means" W.E.B. DuBois
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bye bye summer [Aug. 29th, 2005|06:52 pm]
[mood |satisfiedsatisfied]
[music |"With Arms Wide Open" Creed]

welp kids, my summer officially ends tomorrow morning when i get back to school. im kinda have mixed emotions about going back.

val is in rome all semester, which makes me sad. but im happy that she got the chance to go. =).

this summer was def a lot of firsts. and just for the hell of it, im gonna name em

1. first 9-5 job
2. first credit card
3. first legal drink
4. first car accident (we had a band-aid)

thats all i can think of right now...all of those things (well maybe not 4) signify my getting on of age. hahaha. yea, we getting there.

wednesday my third year of college begins. what?!?

i had an awesome summer. i wasnt real thrilled about coming home in may and now i dont wanna go back. ah shit. well as ri says, "the grass may be greener, but its still gotta be cut."

peace (making brian's peace sign)
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the summa summa summa time [Aug. 18th, 2005|10:03 pm]
[music |"Time" Hootie and the Blowfish]

where the hell did summer go?

yesterday was my last day of work. it was sad because i am going to miss the ppl that i worked with. esp deb. you are amazing.

going to maryland this weekend. CANT FREAKIN WAIT. i need a break/change of pace and scenery before i go back to school.

tonight i was thinking of all that has happened in the past year and all the ppl that have moved in and out of my life.

this clock never seemed so alive...
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no more co bo [Aug. 4th, 2005|08:50 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |"Listen to Your Heart" DTP]

courts is gone. she doing the damn thing in LA. its funny and kinda scary that we have talked about this for so long and now its happening. BEST OF LUCK COURTS!!! I WILL MISS YOU BUT YOU WILL ROCK IT OUT THERE! and i respect your gangsta forever. hahaha. xoxoxoxo

where the hell does time go? this summer flew man.

im not sure how i feel about going back to school. i feel like last year i was def more excited...

work is cool. the people are mad chill and i know that i will miss them.

i thought about leo today for the first time in a while. dont really know where it came from, but there he was in my mind.

i feel a deeper enrty coming on, but im gonna leave it here for now.
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